First day of work

A guy who never wake up early finally take his initiative to discipline himself to wake up on 6am
A guy who never have the guts to talk with strangers finally make his move to initiate conversation
Although its just a small achievement in the beginning, he always like to share with other people and 'LanC'
He attempts to show his very best to other people but in the end he shows his very worst to people
He always like to do unnecessary explanation by giving more reasons and excuses to free himself from guiltiness
People look at him as an irritating, immature guy
People who are used to look up on his potential are extremely disappointed with his behavior
So today he blogs to tell himself to improve his future although he knows that it is difficult to change his bad attitudes cultivated from his background
He also tells himself for not discriminating others as he knows the implications of the actions
He always like to comment and blame his closest family member but in the end he is just exactly as bad as 'him'
So he reminds himself never too late to change as there is still a long journey for him to go